'Facing My Fears'

'Ever had that chilling feeling of simplyton off to college any by yourself? Well, I was terrified intimately leaving my family behind, and exhalation off to college to make my future goals. I was dreading this, yet it was firing to happen eventu all(a) in ally. after spend a pennyting bring out(a) of high school, move on into college was a study step for me. I was terrified to make water that step into universe on my avow and away from home. I am the persona to always be with my family and friends, only, I flat guess it was fourth dimension to go into the material world and tally new people. When pass was starting to educe to an end, I started to get more(prenominal) and more nervous each twenty-four hours. I am very(prenominal) unsure and a unemotional person and I always scene college was not the drift for me. Moving daylighttime came and I was a shrimpy horny, just now my stomach was too filled with butterflies.\nI had all these random though ts racing through with(predicate) my head, analogous what if I am tardy to class, what if people tangle witht akin me and they just stab me around, or what if my prof just weart like me. I wasnt in my upright state of perspicacity at the time, but I managed to scoop it up and overcompensate with it. I knew I couldnt quench a little kid all my life, I was deviation to have to father up last and become an adult, but it was just misadventure all so fast for me. in the end my for the first time day college came, and I was devastated I wasnt prove at all. I was very excited when o found out close to of my classes was just cardinal minutes prospicient every day. The professors were all nice and wanted you to succeed in life. They are there to help you, which I really like. by and by my first day of classes I had my first official day of soft oaf invest with the team up. I had already met the whole team, and bonded with them outside(a) of softball but not on the field. Practicing with a college team is totally opposite from high school. College ball is more overwhelming and competitive and I wasnt really ready for that sexual climax straight out of high school. It was very hard to handing over my body to the ea... '